Too many times now I've been involved in situations where I've gotten misunderstood and it's gotten me shut out of places I really enjoyed. I've been labeled now a troll on sites when I'm anything but. I got roped in with a group of people several years ago when I posted -1- word in a chat room. how the hell does that make me a troll? I've tried everything under the sun to prove otherwise but it's on deaf ears it appears. Where the fuck am I supposed to be allowed to chat about trial stuff if I've been booted due to the fact I did a stunt for a different trial site and people wouldn't stop bringing it up (not me I kept trying to stop them) or assumed to be a troll for something I wasn't a part of? I'm trying to find an outlet especially since they've told me to take a flying leap (which I'm sure the sites owner wouldn't appreciate.) but no such luck thus far. I hope those being so rude and baiting me realize it is becoming something you can do something about legally so you'd think they would be a bit smarter but I then look at who's posting these threats and rude comments and realize moot point.
I think Ann Rule may have been onto something when she told me to find people my own educational level etc. She was putting down her fans to an extent, but she was also giving me some wise advice that I could be doing so much more with my college knowledge.
So frustrating! I know how those that are wrongly convicted truly feel. I am considering all options and holding those accountable for their words isn't beyond my thinking.
